Pappy,
Every now & then it's easy to get down...(& break down). Only human to do so. It is also a great idea to look back, instead of constantly looking present or to the future. If you think of where the 2 of you were:
12 months ago
6 months ago
it gives you a good perpsective. A few months ago we were all praying for Lu to make it...and for you to hold up during all of the unknown. Lu's making it now and she's home...with "you"! Keep your eye on the big picture Mike...and all the best to both of you from an Old Salt!
Best, Capt. Chris